W00t, FRIDAY!

Spring seems to be a time when I am writing a lot. I get these inspirations to just write and clear my mind. Then summer comes and I get distracted...


Ok, so what else has happened to me recently?


Well, my mother had a stroke last week and has been hospitalized since. I've been crying quite a bit because of that but according to her she is doing a lot better now. She lost the ability to move her right arm and leg but last time I spoke with her she was able to walk a bit on her own already, so it sounds like everything is going to the right direction. She will have an operation this week that should prevent her from having another stroke (I'm keeping my fingers crossed). I should really send her some flowers but I just don't have money for it at the moment :( - I know, I shouldn't have bought me new shoes nor paid as much as I did for the hair dresser, but I didn't realize then that I would be running so low on cash...


I am working for a big investement bank at the moment and it's pretty boring if you ask me. I work with really great people though so it makes it all a bit better. I have been reading a lot about franchising and leasing businesses lately though - I still want that Cafe and I need to open it before I get too close to 30!!!! But, how to get £50 000? I have no idea :(

Well, I saw 2 guide dogs in the DLR station today (not the ones in the pic above lol) - they were in training I believe because they looked like puppies a bit (teenage dogs lol). They were SO cute, one of them was trying to steal a toy from the instructor when he wasn't looking. It really made me smile but it also made me think that I want to get me a dog. Well, naturally I can't get me a dog just yet because I am living with 2 other people that I hardly know but as soon as I can I will get me a dog. Lately (well the past 6-9 months or so) I have really wanted to settle down and stop the crazyness that has been my life. I want to actually have a place I can call a home where I can buy stuff and not think that in few months I need to get rid of it all. I guess in a way it is the reason why I have been going so mental occasionally when things really haven't gone the way I wanted them to go. All I want is a peaceful life, a happy home and people around me that makes me feel comfortable and at ease.
Lately I have also made a concious effort of showing people how I feel. I have been grown up in a house where there were no feelings so it has been very hard for me to express everything that I feel. It's hard for me to hug people or tell them that I love them, but I am working on it. I have started to try to hug my friends more at least lol.
Buuuut, I think it's time for my lunch break.
OH AND IT'S FRIDAY, YAY! And I have someone special coming over today as well ;) (maybe I tell you about that one day, maybe not..)