Haven't written here for a while because well... I just haven't felt like writing really and in a way I feel like this blog has become a bit of a "pretend" blog since I know that people who know me and who I know read it and as in everything that I do in my life I have to keep up an appearance.
I know that sounds a bit sad but what can I say, it's the world we live in. I can't share everything that goes on in my life with almost anyone - you need to get extremely close for me to start sharing (yeah I know, I rant about very personal stuff here, but it goes even deeper). I think diaries are private for a reason - in there you can write your deepest thoughts and I think me amongst many people have misunderstood what a blog really is.
So... I think I am going to leave this blog until I have something worthwhile to write here.... like about trips I am going to make etc. (Next one is to New York for Christmas by the way...).
Meanwhile, have a happy autumn everyone and you all know where to find me to get an update how I am doing :)
Monday, September 22, 2008
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
This was actually written already on the 29th of August... Just forgot to post it.
Ok, so I started a new job, I moved to a new flat, I broke up with Chris and basically I feel that I am going through another transition again. How many times can you turn from a caterpillar to a butterfly???
Well, I have been in a roller coaster of emotions once again and sometimes it just gets a bit too overwhelming but I think this is all for the better.
My old job was very easy but stressful at the same time. I had lots of time in my hands that gave me time to do whatever I wanted really but at the same time, since I was pretty much my own boss I had to make sure that everything I was responsible of was taken care of, and many of these things were of very high importance.
I think the thing that drove me away from my job was the lack of organisation, the lack of support and the lack of people around me who showed appreciation to the things I was doing.
My old flat was infested with a horrible landlord/roommate that was slowly smoking me out of the house… can you believe that on several occasion I had to go pee in the garden because the guy was staying in the bathroom for so long.
And well Chris and me… we had been fighting a lot and then hardly speaking for 2 weeks.
*Sigh*
Anyway – time to start a new movie, I think the last one was a bit too emo, lets make the next one a comedy or at least an action packed Sylvester Stallone rip-off.
Ok, so I started a new job, I moved to a new flat, I broke up with Chris and basically I feel that I am going through another transition again. How many times can you turn from a caterpillar to a butterfly???
Well, I have been in a roller coaster of emotions once again and sometimes it just gets a bit too overwhelming but I think this is all for the better.
My old job was very easy but stressful at the same time. I had lots of time in my hands that gave me time to do whatever I wanted really but at the same time, since I was pretty much my own boss I had to make sure that everything I was responsible of was taken care of, and many of these things were of very high importance.
I think the thing that drove me away from my job was the lack of organisation, the lack of support and the lack of people around me who showed appreciation to the things I was doing.
My old flat was infested with a horrible landlord/roommate that was slowly smoking me out of the house… can you believe that on several occasion I had to go pee in the garden because the guy was staying in the bathroom for so long.
And well Chris and me… we had been fighting a lot and then hardly speaking for 2 weeks.
*Sigh*
Anyway – time to start a new movie, I think the last one was a bit too emo, lets make the next one a comedy or at least an action packed Sylvester Stallone rip-off.
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