Adios

Haven't written here for a while because well... I just haven't felt like writing really and in a way I feel like this blog has become a bit of a "pretend" blog since I know that people who know me and who I know read it and as in everything that I do in my life I have to keep up an appearance.
I know that sounds a bit sad but what can I say, it's the world we live in. I can't share everything that goes on in my life with almost anyone - you need to get extremely close for me to start sharing (yeah I know, I rant about very personal stuff here, but it goes even deeper). I think diaries are private for a reason - in there you can write your deepest thoughts and I think me amongst many people have misunderstood what a blog really is.
So... I think I am going to leave this blog until I have something worthwhile to write here.... like about trips I am going to make etc. (Next one is to New York for Christmas by the way...).
Meanwhile, have a happy autumn everyone and you all know where to find me to get an update how I am doing :)