This was actually written already on the 29th of August... Just forgot to post it.

Ok, so I started a new job, I moved to a new flat, I broke up with Chris and basically I feel that I am going through another transition again. How many times can you turn from a caterpillar to a butterfly???
Well, I have been in a roller coaster of emotions once again and sometimes it just gets a bit too overwhelming but I think this is all for the better.
My old job was very easy but stressful at the same time. I had lots of time in my hands that gave me time to do whatever I wanted really but at the same time, since I was pretty much my own boss I had to make sure that everything I was responsible of was taken care of, and many of these things were of very high importance.
I think the thing that drove me away from my job was the lack of organisation, the lack of support and the lack of people around me who showed appreciation to the things I was doing.
My old flat was infested with a horrible landlord/roommate that was slowly smoking me out of the house… can you believe that on several occasion I had to go pee in the garden because the guy was staying in the bathroom for so long.
And well Chris and me… we had been fighting a lot and then hardly speaking for 2 weeks.
*Sigh*

Anyway – time to start a new movie, I think the last one was a bit too emo, lets make the next one a comedy or at least an action packed Sylvester Stallone rip-off.