I have become so lazy at writing and well... the huge post I made the other day wasn't the most pleasant thing to read... I guess I just hit a low point and needed to vent a bit. I know I shouldn't whine and place blame on people who don't really deserve it - it's not good for the karma plus it just makes me bitter, and bitter that post was. I have had a shit luck, so what? I am sure it will change eventually plus I already have some really great things going for me at the moment, just need to be patient and remember to appreciate little things in life that keeps us all going.
The past few months have made me realize the importance of having people around you since I haven't had many. I had my sister visit me and some friends from Finland but besides that I have been living my life pretty much like a hermit because I haven't had money to go out and meet people. People at work have asked me to go out for drinks on several occasions but I have always turned them down because I can't go sit in a pub with nothing in front of me, it's not just awkward, it's also embarrasing. And calling people on the weekend and asking them out has been totally out of the picture. So pretty much all the human contacts that I have had in the past few months are only at work (I can't count my roommates because we don't really spend time together).
Well, I didn't want this to be a whiny post because that's not how I feel at all, I am feeling quite positive. I guess the point that I am trying to say here is that I miss my friends in Finland. I used to live a life where I saw my friends every single day no matter if I had money or not. I used to ride my bike to go visit my friends for a cup of coffee at their place and this cost absolutely nothing. London makes this impossible - London rips you off no matter what you do (I NEED TO GET OUT!).
But as I said before, I am feeling pretty positive today. There has been talk about me getting a payrise sometime soon and even if I was someone else looking at the situation from the outside I couldn't think of a better person to get a payrise - I am now keeping my fingers crossed that I will get it.
Only 3 days (including today) until my week long summer holiday starts. Chris is coming to my place on Friday and then on Sunday we fly to Finland. I am waiting for Friday like the rising moon - I haven't been able to spend time with him for 3 months now and it will be heaven to be able to hug him and drown him in kisses...
Me and a friend of mine are going to go see Madonna in September at Wembley stadium. I am really excited about it since her last show was really awesome! My friend, being a lucky bugger got us tickets to the Golden Circle as well (right in front of the stage) - will have to go there probably the previous day since the Golden Circle still is quite big area.
I can't wait!!!
Soo.... recap of everything - ALL IS FINE! I am pretty happy and if I get the payrise I will be partying!!!
W00t W00t!
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