Oh man... I feel like I have been spending so much money lately.
I bought me that TV finally... I'm having it delievered on Friday. I paid my sisters flights here, I bought me travel card yesterday and went shopping in IKEA... Well, the thing is... I haven't really spent that much... my sister will pay me back the flight when she gets here and I only spend £20 in IKEA yesterday (I know, how weird is that!!). TV was quite expensive (£200) but the thing is.... I have money on my account but the past set backs have really made me scared of spending money. I never want to be in that situation again when I don't have money to buy food or not know where I am going to spend the folowing night. I think I was traumatised a bit to be honest... I have started to feel quilty of every single penny I spend even though I have enough money to go crazy with shopping.. well I guess there's nothing wrong with feeling frugal (yes, I learned that word today!! lol) but it's not like me at all!
Anyways... I can't wait on Thursday!!! My babyyyyy is coming to spend the weekend with me and then I won't see him for God knows how long :( I am a bit sad of the fact that he will be gone for months(how long? I don't know yet..) but I am trying not to think like that - when he comes back it will be the best feeling ever!
It's really strange how I am starting to be absolutely crazy about him lol - maybe it's a good idea that he goes away for a while so I can cool down haha.
But yeah, he is coming to London for a long weekend (and hopefully sort out my new TV for me hehe) - we are going to have some fun, I always enjoy hanging out with him, we have been having insanely long conversations on the phone (for me that's something else because I don't usually talk on the phone that much) and I just feel really natural about everything we do and talk about. I know, i know... you are thinking that "isn't that how it is supposed to be?" but look at the colour of this website!!!! It's PINK! so screw you and let me be happy :)
So I have only 4 days of work this week YAY! then next week is normal (ish) week and then week after that MY SISTER IS COMING HERE!!! I am so excited about that, we will have so much fun!
I have to start doing stuff on weekends though - I dunno what though... I had no plans last weekend, was just sitting home bored... It was KILLING ME! I did clean up my room, cooked, did laundry, went shopping, watched random shows on my laptop, played ffxi and just chilled out but oh my god was it boring!? YES it was!! and I never want to do that again... If I have no plans for the weekend I will go annoy my coupled friends or something even if they don't want me to :P
But...I think I will go hunt some food from the restaurant now. This is the last day I am eating stuff from the restaurant for a while. I need to start cutting down my spending on stuff here... I can easily spend £7 a day on food in the restaurants here. It's not that much considering it is very good quality food... I will at least stop having breakfast here because I always end up having sausages and other unhealthy stuff... and they don't have rye bread there either. But yeah - from now on I will start to watch a bit what I put in my mouth, my eating habits have gone worse since I started working here and I don't want to gain any weight!
Anyway... I am off to get some food *tummy rumbles* - see you laterrrrrrrr!
I bought me that TV finally... I'm having it delievered on Friday. I paid my sisters flights here, I bought me travel card yesterday and went shopping in IKEA... Well, the thing is... I haven't really spent that much... my sister will pay me back the flight when she gets here and I only spend £20 in IKEA yesterday (I know, how weird is that!!). TV was quite expensive (£200) but the thing is.... I have money on my account but the past set backs have really made me scared of spending money. I never want to be in that situation again when I don't have money to buy food or not know where I am going to spend the folowing night. I think I was traumatised a bit to be honest... I have started to feel quilty of every single penny I spend even though I have enough money to go crazy with shopping.. well I guess there's nothing wrong with feeling frugal (yes, I learned that word today!! lol) but it's not like me at all!
Anyways... I can't wait on Thursday!!! My babyyyyy is coming to spend the weekend with me and then I won't see him for God knows how long :( I am a bit sad of the fact that he will be gone for months(how long? I don't know yet..) but I am trying not to think like that - when he comes back it will be the best feeling ever!
It's really strange how I am starting to be absolutely crazy about him lol - maybe it's a good idea that he goes away for a while so I can cool down haha.
But yeah, he is coming to London for a long weekend (and hopefully sort out my new TV for me hehe) - we are going to have some fun, I always enjoy hanging out with him, we have been having insanely long conversations on the phone (for me that's something else because I don't usually talk on the phone that much) and I just feel really natural about everything we do and talk about. I know, i know... you are thinking that "isn't that how it is supposed to be?" but look at the colour of this website!!!! It's PINK! so screw you and let me be happy :)
So I have only 4 days of work this week YAY! then next week is normal (ish) week and then week after that MY SISTER IS COMING HERE!!! I am so excited about that, we will have so much fun!
I have to start doing stuff on weekends though - I dunno what though... I had no plans last weekend, was just sitting home bored... It was KILLING ME! I did clean up my room, cooked, did laundry, went shopping, watched random shows on my laptop, played ffxi and just chilled out but oh my god was it boring!? YES it was!! and I never want to do that again... If I have no plans for the weekend I will go annoy my coupled friends or something even if they don't want me to :P
But...I think I will go hunt some food from the restaurant now. This is the last day I am eating stuff from the restaurant for a while. I need to start cutting down my spending on stuff here... I can easily spend £7 a day on food in the restaurants here. It's not that much considering it is very good quality food... I will at least stop having breakfast here because I always end up having sausages and other unhealthy stuff... and they don't have rye bread there either. But yeah - from now on I will start to watch a bit what I put in my mouth, my eating habits have gone worse since I started working here and I don't want to gain any weight!
Anyway... I am off to get some food *tummy rumbles* - see you laterrrrrrrr!
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