Ok, this day has been very strange - I have been very happy and miserable at the same time.
I was late today from work because I was arguing with my ex on the phone...
Basically... like I have told a bit before... he has all of the stuff I bought with my credit card when I was in USA. He has stuff worth about £2000 and he is basically saying that I can't have any of it.
Not only that he has lots of my personal stuff because the plan always was that I was suppose to go back there, but as things turned out and I learned that I couldn't trust him at all, I decided to stay in UK. He denies my right to any of the stuff he has and just ignores me until I ring him 100 times and force him to answer the phone. And even then he acts like I should beg for him to talk to me.. the only reason I play his game is because I want my stuff but I think I will never get anything from him.
He knows that me and Chris are a couple now and it has made him a bitter bitter little boy. The only thing he can tell me is how stupid I am to be going out with Chris. He calls me a moron and slow because I am such an idiot (well according to him..). He kept telling me how I am making the biggest mistake of my life that I just have to wait and see Chris screw me over again... Aren't those considerate words from a guy who is actually doing the screwing over part himself as we were speaking...
But I didn't let that little episode keep my spirits down for too long, I have accepted the fact that he is very immature and I can't reach him until he deals with his own issues with everything (too bad I am the one that is paying the bill, but I guess that's the price you pay for trusting people too much).
But yes... I got a letter from Chris yesterday and the silly monkey had spelled my name completely wrong.... now what kind of a boyfriend doesn't know how to spell his girlfriends name? lol.
The letter really made my day and I read it probably 10 times before I put it down. I already replied today because I want him to have something to read there, I know his friends probably take their time to write to him, but not me! I will write him as often as I can because I need to vent to someone how I feel about being alone for the whole summer.
It's funny... I am the happiest person alive eventhough my ex is being a bitch and my boyfriend is taken away from me for 6 months, I am alive!
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I admire your sense of optimism, and being grateful about just being happy! Good on you for that.
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